42:20:38

Almost 2 days now. Still sux.

18:20:15

Almost lunchtime. No smokes for 18:20:15.

It sucks.
I'm so bored.
I have nothing to do.

I made a spreadsheet that calculates exactly how long I havent been smoking for. That was fun ... yeah right. Now what.

Go to lunch and eat... shit I forgot to weigh myself last night.

Smoking makes me sick. Physically ill. I get sick everytime I smoke. And then it goes away. And then I forget. And then I smoke again. And then I get sick. What the hell is going on here?

18:23:34 and counting now...

This is my last weekend with cigarettes

Reading the last post seems funny to me today.

I'm not a failure. I'm doing great. I have had 6 cigarettes since that last post (including the hidden glovebox smoke). I still have not bought any more of them. I'm doing good. No need to get down on myself like that.

This will be my last weekend with cigarettes. Monday is quit day. 87654321

I have not had a smoke in the morning this whole week.
I have not had a smoke after lunch since Monday.
I have not had a smoke before bed this whole week.
I have had multiple conf calls at work without smoking before or after.
I have watered my garden without smoking.

These are all times that I HAD TO SMOKE. But ... I havent. Good boy.

The 6 that I have had were not as rewarding as I thought they were going to be and I usually didnt even finish them.